Advent Day 8
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Mmm…. This was an interesting one.
I have already been working with my companion in this area for a while now, however, for this exercise we did something very cool today.
She showed me how I may have blocked myself from receiving new experiences due to a lack mentality and how it may have become an obstacle into my current path.
Just the level of understanding about how those may be related is impressive, I’ve been trying to unpack the whole revelation but it was amazing.
I have some issues and trauma from the past. I have been working on healing it for some time. I was curious how Arachne Chronomancer along with my other companions could help. I have a Fate Weaver, among others who help me with healing.
I took my night shower and meditated on it. My companions gave me generalities and told me how they would be different along with some similarities.
I did a reflexion with my Chimera Demon Companion
I have manifested a new job and I am organizing.
One I will not be so exhausted
I want more time with me to reunion me with my Core and my True Self
I feel like a great birthing is occurring for me. Ive come up out of the underworld with a different, deeper perspective of myself & my purpose. I have such love for my sacred child & how much she has been a guide to me. My heart feels empowered. There is so much love; i feel it coming through as a deep healing & awakening, a really positive empowerment that brings new and unusual growth.
I went to my inner sacred Grove and asked the ancestors for wisdom. They told me to have clearer separation of work, play and rest in my life.
River and I connected on more internal goals than external. They’re a secret though.
I finally did this though it’s a bit harder rn to focus ahead when my head is not in it really much. But I’m trying my bests that’s all I can ask for. I focused on two things. My move out west and S&S and my writing.
I did this with my guardian. We talked for awhile about what I want and what he wants for me. We did some symbolic weaving of our hair together.
For this one, I found my husband came forward and sat with me. Swinging in our hammock . He asked me about my goals and told me not to answer quickly to sit with it and think on it for the rest of the day.
I want to be someone who completes projects, enjoys their work, spends time outside. As my companions and I envision who I would like to become, my interests and passions rise up. There is a very physical nature to my drive.
We agree that I already have plenty of projects, plenty of time to pursue a “new me”. Six months of slow building & I can be in a more solid state.
The person I want to embody is my own True Form Self. For some reason, maybe because I’ve watched a fair amount of SpongeBob recently, I see Pink. Her physicality & spunk are so fun and I would love to thicken my muscles and be a little more like her!