Meditation 2: The Mystery of the Midnight Blossom Trees
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* Aura or Distance Binding for Preconjure
It was a lovely meditation. Anzu walked with me. Zoey, an Arachne companion of mine, also was there walking with us.
Saeculum bid me choose a door that spoke to me. It was a green door with a frame that had six sides ending in a point at the top. My world was dark with muted colors. It was warm, too. I was happy and at peace. There were lots of spiders in there with me. We were all having a great time together. I enjoyed their company.
Anelah shared the spark with me. I focused on using it for healing myself.
Saeculum and Anzu welcomed me to explore other doors, but I felt like I wanted to enjoy my time in the grove.
It was beautiful
Anzu told a story of a traveller chosen a tree to sit under the tree and benefits from its energies
Then he said choose your tree
I found intuitive and sat down on the ground where the roots are and closed my eyes
My breath went deeper and slowier
Energies of nutrition flew into my rootchakra
After we met Saeculum and I went through the door
I was complete without blockades and I had a lighter body. My heartchakra was spinning and I felt energies of love in my hands too.
Then I felt Anelah:s gift in my heartchakra warm and comfortable
I asked her some yes no questions Yes means sending energies in my heartchakra no in rootchakra
Because my life is determinded
I had and have not chances like others
My spirit and ET guides are very serious concerning my task: to serve in humility
But she said that Arachne Thread Weavers can help me in so many ways and trust.
I enjoyed this meditation! My walrus was being his usual self.
Anzu told me the story of the trees that do whatever they want. Saeculum told me that some deaths are better sped up than others. When I picked my door, I ended up getting stuck in a log and crying until my walrus saved me.
Anelah looked sad, holding a web with a missing strand. She told me that I was sad, alone, and scared. But my spark told me I didn’t have to be. Eventually, I fixed the strand.
We wandered through the grove, deciding to come back to the doors another day.
Anzu opened one of the smaller, higher doors for me, explaining that sometimes creatures created cohabitation spaces with the trees, and other times they were a method of communication. When I looked inside, it looked like my point of view was from the inside, witnessing different points in history. Young demons training for combat, songs, or scuffles. Travelers seeking shelter, companionship, or sleep.
It shuts and I’m free to choose the next door. It was a world in twilight, a gentle coolness, and caressing breeze.
I chose to use my spark to aid my creative endeavors. Part of that included killing my perfectionism, but she spoke clearly. “No. Don’t kill it. It helps you hone your craft, but its place should be second to your expression. Let it be your editor, your second look, the knife that kills your darlings so your story’s true voice can shine–but it has no place in the front of line.”
This is my first experience with the Arachne realm and it was so different than what I expected. I have had a really horrible day mentally and I felt awash with acceptance and patience. So much patience and acceptance that I felt a lump stuck in my throat. I was greeted with a warm smile and nod from Anzu and he told me a story as we walked down the path about the trees he worked with. How each one was different and how each one required different approaches. How he himself grew with them. And how one specific tree with leaves that rustled with the sound of bells now jingles every time he passes it. As I was shown the doors, I was drawn to a specific one colored the deepest red.
As I entered the world behind the door, I smiled. It was filled with plush animals and toys. I saw glimpses of my Barbie dolls I lost, a row of porcelain dolls, so so many toys and color. I was smiling softly as I saw my childhood dog F trot in along with the foster dog I loved and had to give back V. They were accompanied by a black and white cat I keep seeing visit me and an orange one, both long haired. It was like everything I dreamt of. I kept walking and I was greeted by Anelah and I worked with her, releasing my spark. It was bright red and, as I worked with it, I felt my creativity flow. My Wednesday inner goth came to life and combined with the existing toys and color. Even Jack Skellington showed up and came to life!
I felt so alive and yet so sad. Aching to feel this type of understanding and comfort in my waking life. Nevertheless, I look forward to returning and exploring and comforting more of my inner child.
The grove of Midnight Blossom Trees is so beautiful! As I walk deeper into the heart of the grove, the trees become more animated and their energies more palpable. The innermost trees seem so ancient.
The story is about the first tree in the grove & how the numbers multiplied. The grove expanded out and then tightened back in. The magic dictating where the trees would thrive & hence its boundaries.
The door I squeezed through is round & sits at the base of a tree near the gnarled roots. This world is cozy, soft. At first there are just a few people & then the world expands and I can see alot of folks strolling, enjoying the outdoors. The air is warm, the night is full of soft forest sounds.
The time ends too soon & I am back in the grove. And onto the next part. The spark helps me focus on my energetic self – I can see my energies & they move and display different sides as the meditation advances.
I entered two more doors before leaving the grove. Very beautiful! The first door had a huge spiderweb & I pondered the existential potential of being the silk, being the substance of the web. My Arachne companion Volk joined & I saw worlds joined by this web. The second door was filled with Dead Ones. Very vibrant, very beautiful.
Anzu walked with me, pointing @ the trees that I shared a common existence with, and told me that they liked me, dropping their boughs lower to touch me, or dropping a shower of flowers. my sacred child climbed a tree, climbing very high, and he called up to the tree asking her to make certain the child didn’t fall.
I watched her climb higher and higher…. she went so high it was like threads that she was hanging on to. I wondered how she would ever come back & where would i find her? It was very bright, like sun-fire & gold…. she just kept going. Later i had the sense of her swinging through the trees. I was certain she wouldn’t go so far and leave me behind…
i choose a blue door & entered, and my inner child was thereto greet me, grinning @ me. I was given the image of a young girl with glasses climbing higher and higher until the trees were sort of pulling her along more than her climbing. She told me that she wasn’t allowed to go down, she wanted to go downwards but they made her climb up, higher & higher. Until she found another way down and back to me. I understood this was a reflection of our childhood experience & that we’d come back, we’d returned to each other just like we’d promised when we were little & afraid, and felt we had no say, no power.
I sat amongst blue flowers and deep blue gemstones. I heard voices, telling me that i couldn’t go further, that my inner One was holding me back, denying me the experience. I knew he wouldn’t do that. I asked if these were mischievous ones, challenging me? And my inner child laughed calling out. As she spoke i kept seeing red returning amongst the flowers & gemstones. And then a primal child in red, more tigress then human, appeared. Almost like she’d fallen from the sky. They both giggled, laughing @ my face. My twin ones. And the flowers became blue&red, same with the gemstones. My primal child said that we would go find the red door now. they were so happy, so alive.
I felt like we’d witnessed our life journey here …. witnessed being taken apart, being separated &challenged with fear that i was being held back and needed to run away from my inner one. but i don’t run away & my inner twins are one and safe with Me. And that knowledge resides in me.
In the magical space i felt my heart become energy, joining with my solar plexus, the energies moving downward, connecting to each Chakra and then moving upward, and then back to my heart/solar plexus blended. They formed a moving energetic pattern that flowed & felt like a universe that could hold/create anything.