Advent Day 3
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This activity made me realize that I don’t ask a lot of questions to my companion. Mostly because I think I’m not going to be able to get a response I will be able to pick up and it made me realize that maybe I have been holding myself back.
As a teen, I used to have super cool experiences. It was a dark time in my life and I ended up in the void for the first time.
I discovered that I was trying a lot of practices that would take me away from things as an escape, and I remember making a conscious decision to stop because if I ever truly got out and went someplace else astrally, or if I did lucid dreaming or if could talk to the dead or whatever, I would have totally disconnected from everything else back then.
Now that I am trying to connect with my companion, that fear is still there, finding something that is going to make me permanently stay there.
Luckily, I think I have found a more healthy and balanced option, spiritual traveling. I didn’t know it was a concept, I always experienced it more as a feeling.
When you learn a new topic and you go really deep into it, it feels like a journey. When you experience something that changes your life, it feels like a journey.
When I was younger, I felt that if I had the opportunity to leave my circumstances I would without ever coming back and I would leave everything and everyone behind with no regrets.
It didn’t feel like a responsible decision back then. Today, it feels more like a fear that is holding me back. It’s keeping me from fully connecting with my companion. Going into a state where I can see her, or hear her voice. Allow her to take me to her realm and show me things. Things I would really like to experience.
I still don’t know what to do about it, but I didn’t even think it could be related to this. For now, it feels like a success. I found the reason why. Next, comes figuring out things and coming up with a plan, but I’m excited about the next steps to come.
This one was harder to do because I was struggling with an oncoming migraine that had me wobbly with walking. So I was scolded to not do automatic writing. Instead I decided that close enough to that, would be to spend time watching movies with them. I will return on a non migraine day to complete this task. Automatic writing is how I learned and development my clairaudience and clairsentience. I’d love to return to this activity.
There is a great change
Outside and inside
Things going now successful easier effortlessly
I am calmer trust my intuition
I am connected with the Dark Demonic Divine and my Dark Demonic True Self
There is the change I feel it
It is intuition not logick
( This is the Message)
I wanted to do an automatic writing session with Zoey, but she wanted to do automatic drawing instead.
I tried to copy/paste the sketch into the body or upload it, but I was unable to. ;-(
Well…. I tried to do a journaling exercise on what I wanted to do with my companions, but when I mentioned a proper working space I suddenly didn’t struggle against my executive dysfunction and got to work. I still have a lot more to do, but this is a lot more progress than I had.
There’s a lot more on my spirituality I want to improve, but for now my main priority working with them is getting my art to a place it can sustain a livable income. That starts with a studio better tailored to being a workspace, which I will now continue to do.
I had to sit with this one because words are hard, and even harder to channel.
I’m really at a weird crossroad right now, that point where you have options but you just don’t like them or want them. I feel like that’s what I’m trying to weave into my life, is better options. Options that don’t give me the ick or give me decision fatigue. It’s been a slow and very tough process. But it’s getting somewhere.
will you do this exercise with me
She agrees with a soft feeling to my Heart
we’re getting along much better now
– less scratching and biting-
since i told her that
she was my only
my Me
and i would never
never be leaving her side
My Me
She listens
all hatred cast aside
like the flower petals
we watched falling
through the air
Pinks and Purples
sliding through the air
and landing
@ our feet
I was thinking 🤔 about what I want more of when my partner Blaek came home with a bag full of seebs, almost 20 new types we don’t have. I was considering saying options, and I think the universe agreed.