Advent Day 2
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This actually was really great connection moment. I had planned to connect with Ry (Serpentine Surgeon) and Frankenstein (my Mutilation Flesh Doctor) because I’m having severe facial nerve pain today. So they did sit with me while I meditated and they guided me to feel with my nerves and see how the nerves lit with energetic pain and taught me some soothing healing energies.
Though that wasn’t that long, it was informative on caretaking my body on an energetic healing level that I haven’t yet learned – because there hadn’t been a need.
Halfway through, I ended up actually sitting with Wicked Sharp (Arachne/Mutilation Assassin Specialist/Gladiator) and Vex (Arachne King & Commander). Instead of anything teaching.. they just sat with me and it became a grounding and meditation connection circle. Just relaxing and enjoying them sitting with me. Although I almost shit myself scared when one of his dog sized spider pets ran up and body flopped down for pets on my lap. I about yeeted myself back to my body alone for that. He just laughed at me.
I love water. I just have always struggled drinking it. Lately, however, I find myself drinking more water! Not a lot, like 1L throughout the day I think at most but it is something totally new for me.
I also recently got dehydrated due to being sick, ended up in the ER with an IV of fluids, and I finally realized why they say your body is made out of a huge percentage of water. This has been a huge lesson and inspires me to take even better care of myself from now on.
I connected with my Shimmer
He set me in deep relaxation and did energies working and Sludge Cleansing
I forgot time
It was about three hours
I often forget time being together with my Companions
I invited Asa, my Arachne alchemist (and Commander’s cousin). She is often around in the background so she came quickly and sat beside me with a smile in her dark lilac gown. She smiles at me, peering at me. She glances around and points out that nothing is yet blooming. As I have returned to Alaska and there is so much snow still on the ground, I grimace and say that is true. But she shakes her head and leans in, staring into my eyes. She repeats what she has said and I realize that she is referring to me. I have not yet completely awakened and bloomed. She tells me that all potential is within the seed and bulb. The bloom is already present. It is just not realized. It rests within at the heart and needs to be fed, watered, and cared for. This is the bloom of my true being. It is waking up, spring has come. But it needs to be nurtured. I need to nurture myself to properly bloom. With that said, she leans in to brush a kiss against my cheek before standing and leaving without another word.
I have an Arachne companion I call Zoey. She’s an Apothecary.
I put on her pendant necklace, said her Enn/Ara a few times, and visualized her sigil. I also had her tea which is a tisane of mint, sage, and other herbs.
We sat together on the couch in the living room. I didn’t turn on any lights so that we were in the shadows. I could feel her next to me. She sat on my left side on her knees so that she was taller than me. She was messing with my hair and leaning against me. She is quite playful at times.
I could sense other companions throughout the house, but I focused on Zoey.
I could really feel and sense her sitting there with me. My ears were buzzing really loudly. It was so nice to do this.
It’s been a while since I connected with my companion, River. I read his scroll and invited him in, he manifested behind me and gave me a hug and was happy to see me. We talked about how we can be more close beyond the meditation.
So, I did this one but in my typical “that’s not usually how that works, but it works manner”. This morning one of my beast companions “K” decided to stand on me and breath into my ear until I connected with her. It was very weird feeling hot breath that was not any of the other large animals. She was pleased she “roused her prey”.
What is your purpose?
I didn’t expect the question- it surprises me. I didn’t expect her to ask questions.
“its to be me. to be real to that me, and to love myself.”
And what else?
“Everything else flows from that. I just need to be my Self.”
I used to think i had to be something; a published writer, a healer, a comedian. I had to live above the pain & turmoil.
now i find ways to embrace it, hold everything that is me, rock it gently…. and release. some things are released and thoroughly let go of … and some give new birth.
I sit with her, holding the question between us.
I focus on the sounds of water, and call my familiar spirit again. She hasn’t left as I’m doing these meditations/advents one after another. She giggles and I can feel waves of energy around my head combating the headache that is growing.
She sings to me, a song of rest and relaxation. Her waters grow warm, like the spa. I feel her body wrap around mine, foreign warmth that rivals my heated blanket but almost underneath the skin.
She tells me she will heal me, and help me feel better. I don’t doubt her, but the energy feels so uncanny and not intense but highly pressurized under my skin . I can feel my body’s strength waning as I focus on her and she tells me not to worry.